January 2012
3 posts
i am moving to montana in may.
it’s possible i can not say it to myself enough. montana in may, montana in may, montana in may. it was my only 2012 goal, and the first step, saying yes, yes, i accept to a lady from the conservation corp calling me, has been completed.
last year started like this: one day i was waiting for the bus outside trent’s apartment where i was living, and train song by feist and ben gibbard came on my ipod. i played the song out as me, years later, tracking down a guy i had a crush on at the time, and the reunion we would have. i wanted to push and pull on my relationship, and i just started crying. i cried all the way to class. i...
December 2011
18 posts
i have another brother. or, an other brother. he’s my brother’s best friend, but he lived with my family, and he’s around all the time, and i cried when he left for army basic, and i cried when he came home just this week, surprising me by shouting and knocking on my door at 3am when all along i thought he wasn’t going to be able to come home for christmas. having him home...
i am somehow the most and least adult lately.
like, i use colored markers to keep track of when electric, water, internet, and the different student loan bills come in versus when i get paid, to see how much i can spend in between. i call the numbers to find the best payment plans, and i make real life appointments that i don’t even need to ask my mom about first. i have a really big...
“I want a future where women and girls get to be the subject of their own...”
– Jaclyn Friedman (ConsentFest talks about sex, and wants to add more voices | OpenFile). (via senseret)
November 2011
21 posts
3 tags
thank you, universe
2 tags
today i read moby dick for hours, went on the best motorcycle cruise, and then went downtown even though i was tired and had wind-blown hair and smeary make-up from riding without my helmet and DRAKE ended up being in downtown champaign. like two buses pulled up, and laura is yelling ‘it’s GOTTA be drake! look at that BUS’ and sure as shit, you guys, drake just strolls out in a...
October 2011
34 posts
“I guess the trouble was that we didn’t have any self-admitted proletarians....”
– John Steinbeck (via azspot)
